This is a picture of rain at night. This is exactly what it looks like in my mind when someone does a Cranial-Sacral release on me.
I’ve found that once you learn how to actually BE in your body, you will inevitably confront Pain. Pain, I’ve realized, may be THE reason I’m hardly ever in my body. (In energy work, we refer to the state of being in our bodies as being “grounded”. I am hardly ever grounded, and it has been a difficult journey trying to learn how to be). So for a while I imagined that the reason I never like being in my body is because my body is in pain, so I choose to escape; or, did the Pain manifest while I was out of my body for 25 years? Hmm, I could fixate on this chicken-egg-pain analogy, and spend the rest of my life philosophizing about the nature and origin of the pain in my body, or, I can focus my attention on GETTING OUT OF PAIN!
When dealing with physical pain in the body, (and as the energies in the Universe are beginning to rapidly accelerate, we are all feeling more pain in the body), I have found that a combination of the following methods are essential to getting to the root of our pain-bodies, and not just the symptons.
Whether you pray, meditate, or use ceremony to create your world, having a Healing Consciousness is important, so make sure you are setting a clear intention to the Universe for Health, Balance, Peace within the body, etc. Whether you use affirmations of your already abundant health, prayer, or journaling, your intention needs to be clear. This way, you will begin to manifest Answers to your Pain Questions; you might notice that you suddenly discover a new kind of treatment, or maybe you release a repressed memory that has some answers for you, or you stumble upon just the right book, or class, or person.
Just now, as I was writing this, an answer came to me in the form on an Intuition. The thought said, “talk to your pain.” And I thought, Hmm, that’s a great idea.
You may not realize this, but you can talk to your body–you use your thoughts to ask questions, and allow your Intuition to bring answers. Don’t doubt your inner voice, and always be unattached to the message. As I sit here in pain with you, I’m going to close my eyes, pay full Attention to my pain (since that’s what it wants anyway), and have a dialogue, right here, right now:
Hello, Pain.
Hello, Jessica.
I love you.
I love you, too.
Pain?
Yes?
Why did I choose you?
Because you have an agreement.
For what?
To be punished.
Who’s punishing me?
You are.
Oh. damn. My bad.
It’s ok. Just let go. Say a prayer for Forgiveness.
Ok, I forgive myself for harming myself.
I forgive myself for harming others.
Good, keep going. And BREATHE.
I forgive others for harming me.
I forgive others for harming others.
Through forgiveness of myself,
I release myself from bondage.
Through forgiveness of myself,
I release others from bondage.
Through forgiveness of others,
I release myself from bondage.
Through forgiveness of others,
I release others from bondage.
I forgive. And the Spirit of the Universe
Brings every cell in my body into the present moment
Where there is no Pain. I feel the Love of the Christ Force Energy
reset my DNA, and through forgiveness, I enter the 5th dimension.
I am safe. I am love. God Is. I Am. Amen. And So It Is.
Wow. There are no words for how light I feel right now. I just want to feel this forever. So I’ll just end this blog here.
Namaste,
The Jester
